The New Moon this Thursday May 9th is going to be a powerful manifesting day. It is combined with a solar eclipse which gives an opportunity for some pretty potent wishes for experiences we'd like to have.
Take two pieces of paper and use the first one to write down all the things you are ready to let go of in your life, things that no longer serve you anymore. This could be a behavior, an addiction, weight issues, emotional baggage, physical stuff, illnesses, anything that comes to mind. Once you've written down everything you want to release, rip it up and bury it somewhere preferably in the earth, or you can flush it, just as long as it is buried. Next take the second piece of paper and write up to 10 wishes you'd love to see manifest in your life. Anything goes! You are releasing the old and replacing it with the new. Place your wish list in a special place that no one else will find. These are your special wishes and it doesn't need to be seen by anyone but you. Read it often and feel the goodness that you're creating.
I was hanging out with my flower friends today and I asked them what I needed to do to live and be like them.
A message from the peach iris:
Bloom where you are planted
Embody beauty no matter what is happening around you
Look to the Sun for nourishment and absorb nutrients to grow healthy
Shine in your glory
Be Pure of Heart
Be rooted in the earth
be connected to the greater whole
Pulse to the rhythm of nature
humbly grow through all cycles of life
be in the moment
I'd had a wonderful weekend of reuniting with the past and exploring new territories. My fiance Chris and I headed to a show Saturday night at a punk rock venue. Our purpose was to see an old friends band play. I haven't stepped foot in a dark club for a handful of years now. There were people there that I used to know from my far past when I lived another life who still looked the same, behaved the same as if they were in their early twenties (most of them in there 40s and 50s). No one smiled at each other, they acted aloof and too cool. That is all fun I guess when you are a teenager and in your early twenties because you are figuring your life out but at a certain point it is crucial to put those old behaviors to rest.
I had a lovely time seeing my old friend so that made up for the environment we were in. But being back in that territory brought up so many questions to myself. Why do humans need to wear costumes in order to feel like they belong to the human race? And was I still playing that game even though I thought I'd stopped? I could feel them still in my head, like I needed to be accepted by the very people who never could accept me.
We left the club and headed down the street for some fresh air. We came across a house party that had blank canvas' layed out on the front yard with a sign that said "What are you going to do with this?". Chris is painter and we saw it as a blessing since he's been wanting to began a new series of cosmic paintings. We heard a party happening in the back yard and we walk back to see if we could join what sounded to be a lot of people really enjoying themselves. There was a bluegrass type of happy band playing and people dancing and smiling. We literally stepped foot into an entirely different vibe than the punk club. I picked up a hula hoop and began dancing around with it. I felt free, accepted, happy and peaceful. It was such a lesson for me.
Let's be ourselves! Let's all find our true authentic selves. Being myself and living from my authentic self has been a goal that I have been chipping away at like a sculpture carving their masterpiece. I constantly explore myself, go to the places inside myself that may not feel very good in order to change it. I had a hard childhood and some pretty rough past lives (like most people) and I've made a goal to leap beyond all the limiting programs I was raised to believe about myself and the world around me. When we make shifts inside ourselves we effect the world around us.
I see beyond what most people claim to be 'reality'. I see magic, I see unity; we are all connected deeply. I see shifts, I see peace, I see harmony.
Love and Light,
I spent a good number of years feeling unhappy with my life. As a little girl when people would ask me what I wanted to be when I grew up, I always answered "a singer", and that never changed for me. I had this idea that I had to be this world famous artist living in a mansion, although I am not that kind of person to live in a mansion even if I had the money to do so. But still the success I thought I wanted never showed up. I spent years feeling like I failed in my life, that I wasn't measuring up to societies standards. In 2006 I made a commitment to heal myself. In my twenties I was a mess, deeply disturbed and my life felt empty. I had zero love for myself and any success that came my way I completely sabotaged. I pretty much had to drop out of music scenes and stop pursuing any music career in order to totally and completely focus on my healing.
A miracle happened when it occurred to me that I am doing what I always wanted as a child, the only difference is it's not my career. And what joy it brings to me! To live a joyous life is the goal. Singing is my heart and soul and I can't imagine life without it. When I get fan mail from people expressing to me how much my music has changed their life, that makes my heart smile and I know I am helping people. I have a day job just like everyone else, yet I have this beautiful gift to share with you. I feel so much peace now.
Love and Li-zight!
I recently turned 40 and it's an age I've actually looked forward to. I know we live in a society that thinks aging is a terrible thing and especially if you're a woman, but I've don't feel that way. Most people have no idea of my age and they think I'm 25. Usually when I tell people my actual age they are shocked I have some women say "Don't say that too loud!", like I am suppose to feel embarrassed and shameful. I don't believe in feeling ashamed about age. Or lying about how old I am. What is the point? That would totally be denying my entire self and I will not do that. This is who I am and this is where I am and I wouldn't be here right now if I didn't live all those years, all those days, hours, minutes, seconds. Everyone is going to age. As long as we are alive and breathing we all will turn 40, 50, 60 and older. And I think older woman are beautiful anyway. Beautiful and Wise.
I made this image in Photoshop on my birthday. I thought about how little kids are always holding up a some fingers proudly announcing their age and thought how funny it would be to hold up 8 hands displaying forty fingers. Hee!
I'm this many
I am digitally releasing an album that I recorded several years back, but was never released before. It is remastered and we put it to 432 hertz. When I say 'we' I mean me and Chris G, my fiance who helps me produce and do all the technical recording stuff that I haven't the patience for. (Thanks Chris) It's super sweet! I call it "Love is in the Stars", it's 10 blissful pop songs! I will have it up on my bandcamp and it will be on CDbaby and itunes too.
In the past few months I learned about 440 hz vs 432 hz. You're most likely asking yourself, what is she talking about? Well, almost all music recorded is in 440 - A, so everyone who tunes a guitar and all stringed instruments including piano, tune to the same frequency so we can all be in tune together. I make up acapella songs through out the day pretty regularly and I'll record it on my computer or if I'm not home I put in my phone and later try to make a song out of it. But it never worked for me to write songs in that way like it does when I write while playing guitar. I wasn't ever able to make the acapella tune I was singing work with my guitar or keyboards and I didn't understand why. Finally I was told about 432 hertz and I tuned my guitar to 432 - A and listened to those acapella recordings and I realized I naturally sing in 432!! Hurrah!! I felt like Walter in the Muppet movie when he discovered he was a Muppet. So now all my recordings are going to be in 432. Its the vibration of love and unity. I love it! I already have a bliss sound so now it's really blissed out!
I have new songs written and I'm will be posting a new 432 song once I am happy with the mix.